Currently Reading The Case for Faith: A Journalist Investigates the Toughest Objections to Christianity By Lee Strobel see related

hmm...

i feel like something terrible is about to take place- seriously i do- i've prayed about this and fully devoted myself to "the cause" ( for all you people that like to read between some lines). however... i feel like im about to be crushed...  ...oh well all the more for me to pray about.

i had the strangest dream today... during some nap that lasted no longer than thirty mins.... but the oddest part of the dream is i don't remeber- rather i don't know what it was about- but here's where it gets interesting... i learned a lesson from it.... i learned  some type of lesson i just dont know what it is but none the less im reaping its benefits...  i like jesus

i invite pain sometimes... ...i don't mean to i just want the reassurance that something is to good to be true... ...i've always expected to be let down... everything else is a gain

the dave

Moral O' the Day: "im about to be slaughtered, thats the good part about having a good God, i know he's there in good and in bad"

Quote O' the Day: " im terrified right now " 

shocking- by the time i finished writing this xanga, i was confronted with my fear... ...not suprised though

the dave

Currently Watching A Christmas Story (Full Screen Edition) By Peter Billingsley see related

hmm...

" and we should never close our eyes without pondering our thoughts" - amen

hi, its christmas eve, and i doesnt feel like it- the older you get the less everything has in value- thanks corporate america, thanks a whole lot.

i like feel so empty with the absence of drama right now, now don't take that too literaly, but i will say its a big important part of my life.

i miss once upon a mattress, i get the greatest feeling when i think of it- the smell, the thrill, the company- ahh sheer bliss.

get ready for my deep thought. i just want to go lay down and watch the stars, i always glance at them and say " wow " but no ive never watched them, whose to say they don't dance? if a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make any sound? - whose to say the tree exists at all? my God is above rationalities and statistics, above time-amongst us- and beneath us, humbly washing our feet.

the dave

Moral O' the Day: " beware of the monologue, your going to hear it alot"

Quote O' the Day: " and we should never close our eyes, without pondering our thoughts"

hmm... thats interesting...

im still in my rut.... if i've talked to you in the past couple of days you know what my rut is... just a test, nothing i can't handle for ' i will not tempt you out of what you can bear' something like that

i just want to stop to thank chelsea brown for how good of a friend and person she is.... im not being sarcastic, im just saying thanks

just please pray and within that prayer please pray for me and this wretched blind country, and by the country i don't mean that " thing " out there, i mean the thing that i see climbing and slithering around in our houses, hallways, and places of leisure.

i love God, but i can't feel that right now. it's wierd. Don't get me i know he's good, hard to see it but none the less i praise his name and glorify him with song, but like i said it's wierd. a test, and i only like to fail in school. haha

the dave

Moral O' the Day: " so quick to judge, : shakes head :, then you'll lay victim to your own sword"

Quote O' the Day: " i'm sorry my son, we might die tonight, but we might die tonight"

Currently Listening Your Favorite Weapon By Brand New not currently listening to this, but if u have it i lost it so please burn it for me see related

hmm...

ok so, il be selfish with this one, i want fire and desire- constantly-

dont argue for christ, love for christ- its hard to do cause sometimes i just want to be like no! you dont understand...!! but im not called to argue or debate. im called to love.

ive come to realize i have no real skills, skills that consist in statistics or evaluations- but i don't care that much. i don't like those skills.

the dave

Moral O' the Day: "There is no incense without fire; no prayer without flame"

Quote O' the Day: " the deeper the silence, the deeper the expression "

Praise the Lord for He is Good.

oh man how undermining that phrase is of how truley Good He is.

I cant put into terms how Good He is. So il Write a blank sentence:

thats how good he is. So i wanted to have a good night tonight right, and i prayed for one cause i just kinda needed a good day off right?? well i was dissapointed when every one was busy and such, and kinda got down on myself, but low and behold it was one of the best nights in a long time. He is soooo Good. i love him.

the dave

Moral O' the Day: " Glorify God in Everything, thought, and action you do "

Quote O' the Day: " Um does she ever ( that you know of ) wear pants to school " - jena haywood everybody haha